December 2009
1 post
I'm a horrible person
My life is practically a lie yeah, and I’m too fucking stupid to realize it.
I have no friends, I post bulletins, anything, to make me seem like I have popularity, in the end I have no one.
I’ve totally ruined my relationship, because I scared him away, when I say this, its true, I’m a fucking skitz, who needs so much help, or maybe I’m just faking it all? who knows?
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November 2009
24 posts
12838.) Seeing all my friends with boyfriends, who...
(via blogsecret)
I am crying whilst finalising my Soundwave ticket order, This is like all my money I’ve saved up in 3 years. oh god ):
18.03.2009 - 26.11.2009
Jeremy dumped me today , Thankyou God
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Why can’t I feel anything From anyone other than you?
I just don’t know what I want from my life anymore, I used to have it all planned out, I can’t afford to achieve my dreams, I’m not good at anything anymore, My passion is gone, all I want is to leave here, and travel very far away, and never come back.
my tumblarity just went up by 6, woooo
On Friday Night
after about an hour of discussing how good looking Nick from Atlanta Takes State was, I convinced Maddy to go and get a photo of him. After she had gotten one she ran back laughing and sent it to me through email. I didnt exactly get what she had said, so I asked later what had gone down..
“21 Nov 2009 19:27
We were like ; ” hey can we get a picture of you” and ben goes ” they want to...
“Either I rap this or I post a silly picture with a fatal glare
When I get...”
– Lyrics to this ridiculous audio post (via deadashistory) (via indiehipster) (via smallworldsyndrome)
everything good in life is called mac
smallworldsyndrome:
hymendestroyer:
queefs:
blowmyfish:
mac computer
mac cosmetics
big macs
macintosh apples
mac-kin on yo man
bahahaha
highlights of last night
- My dog eating my medication - Creepy guy on the bus asking if I wanted to “be with my boyfriends mother” - Security letting me bring my opened water bottle into the loft - Seeing Ben Mitchell for the first time since 2007’s Punk n Grind and him only recognizing me because of my jacket. - Drinking vanilla flavored green tea while watching There Goes The City - Having 5 people...
So. I am at work right now, and it is very humid haha. and I’ve been told to go on the internet while my boss is out and I have nothing to do. could this be the best job in the universe? maybe, just maybe. SOMEONE COME TO WATT SPACE NOW, AND BRING ME A CHAI LATTE OR A TEABAG, I AM DESPERATE. (: This week is going to be so good.
5 Reasons why I love you.
1. You smell good. 2. You’re always warm 3. When I’m thinking about how you should put your arm around me, You do. 4. You have the most amazing eyes. 5. You always know how to make me smile.
“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could.
Some...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
October 2009
3 posts
Why do I always feel like this? I feel so guilty, yet haven’t done anything wrong. Hopefully when you come over tomorrow, it’ll go away. I miss you.
September 2009
1 post
We got a Puppy (finally) Shes a Labradoodle and Her name is Cinnamon, she’s now almost 10 weeks old we got her at 7. I’ve spent ages re upholstering my leather bucket office chair (Which was gladly “donated” by a gutter next to newcastle beach) and used to be a horrible mustard yellow, into a beautiful crisp white :D Everyones noticed...
August 2009
3 posts
Everybody’s out to get me Any moment could be my last This is it, You can take it or leave it Will you run? I will stand on my own two feet
July 2009
9 posts
Do you care?
Are you aware of the worlds current situation? Are you aware of the millions of children (even newborns) who are killed everyday? Are you aware of the fear some children live in? Do you have to think twice when you’re going to sleep in your home? Do you have to get woken in the middle of the night by Israeli terrorists there to murder your family and maim you? Do you have to live in constant...
so human
Later today, Jeremy is coming over and staying with me until Monday evening, as he has school on Tuesday. I am literally not able to sleep from excitement, I haven’t seen him for over a week, and its been pretty hard, as usually we see each other 24/7 5 Days a week. The stress of moving is crazy, but it’ll be soo worth it in the end And Mum got the new lease a week earlier than we...
half yearly resolutions?
tonight has been overwhelming as expected, you are becoming strangely distant (I know, It’ll change, Its just with things how they are right now) and I just made the most perfect cup of Vanilla Chai ever, as much as I want it to be better, life is going along fairly smoothly at the moment, the only thing thats getting to me is packing and going nazi on throwing things out.
6th August, You...
my life in boxes.
I just dismantled and packed my whole bedroom, I feel weirdly liberated. (Y)
